~Promise~

I promised,

So one day I will not shed tears,

Just like they own into the sea of people,

Gradually disappeared with your world.

I promised,

I do not have such a sad day,

Only his left hand so warm right hand,

Gradually disappeared with your tenderness.

I promised,

So one day I do not think

Just one person watching the sunset quietly,

Slowly disappear in your footsteps.

I promised,

So one day I will be strong,

Just one person stop and go in this way,

Slowly, looking at their shoes, hearing footsteps

And I was the only footprints.

~When You're Gone~

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were, yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you

~Never Let U Go~

Oh no, oh no, oh

They say that hate has been sent

So let loose the talk of love (of love, of love)

Before they outlaw the kiss

Baby give me one last hug (last hug, last hug)

There's a dream that I've been chasing

Want so badly for it to be reality

And when you hold my hand then I understand

That it's meant to be

'Cause baby when you're with me

It's like an angel came by (oh)

And took me to heaven

(Like you took me to heaven, girl)

'Cause when I stare in your eyes

It couldn't be better

(I don't want you to go, oh no, so)

Let the music blast

We gon' do our dance

Bring the doubters on

They don't matter at all

'Cause this life's too long

And this love's too strong

So baby, know for sure

That I'll never let you go

I got my favorite girl

Not feeling no pain, no fear (no fear, no fear)

Don't have a care in the world

Why would I when you are here? (you are here, you are here)

There's a moment I've been chasing

And I finally caught it out on this floor (this floor, this floor)

Baby, there's no hestitation

No reservation

By taking a chance and more

Oh no, because

It's like an angel came by

And took me to heaven

(Like you took me to heaven, girl)

'Cause when I stare in your eyes

It couldn't be better

(I don't want you to go, oh no, so)

Let the music blast

We gon' do our dance

Bring the doubters on

They don't matter at all

'Cause this life's too long

And this love's too strong

So baby, know for sure

That I'll never let you go

It's like an angel came by

And took me to heaven

(Like you took me to heaven, girl)

'Cause when I stare in your eyes

It couldn't be better

(I don't want you to go, oh no, so)

Take my hand (take my hand)

Let's just dance (let's just dance)

Watch my feet (watch my feet)

Follow me (follow me)

Don't be scared (don't be scared)

Girl, I'm here (girl I'm here)

If you didn't know, (if you didn't know) this is love

Let the music blast

We gon' do our dance

Bring the doubters on

They don't matter at all

(Oh baby)

'Cause this life's too long

And this love's too strong

So baby, know for sure

That I'll never let you go

So don't fear

Don't you worry 'bout a thing

I am here, right here

(I'll never let you go)

Don't shed a tear

Whenever you need me I'll be here

I'll never let you go

Oh no, oh no, oh

I'll never let you go

Oh no, oh no, oh

I'll never let you go

~RuN~

I'll sing it one last time for you

Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

~Moody Blues~

Took so long you know

Trying to get to know you

And I came along

You turned and walked away

I was already to talk talk deep

You knew exactly what I had to say

So why did you smile at me only yesterday

And showed me only your indifference today

Wake up wake up look in the glass

Moody blues are gone they’re gonna pass 

Wake up wake up and feel the glass

Moody blues are gonna pass 

They’re gonna go

You and I um a nar n nar

Oh n nar na na na

Suppose you’re just not there to see

Why I’ve no right to be 

You don’t speak to me or know my name

I’m standing here right on the fringe right on the fringe

Like some kind of stranger

Looking in again and again

Wake up wake up and feel the glass

Moody blues are gonna gonna pass oh oo oo

Wake up wake up 

Moody blues are gonna gonna pass oo 

~Just A Friend?~

In this cheerful romantic comedy about coming out of the closet, Seok-i (Lee Je-hoon) visits his boyfriend Min-su (Seo Ji-hoo) who is serving in the military. However, they run into Min-su's mother, and explain that they are 'just friends.' One funny episode involves the pair sleeping together, with Min-su's mother sandwiched between.

20 year old gay young men will be the main character in the film 

"Just Friends??"The teaser videos are a big issue and are being opposed by many people.Teaser videos were said to be provocative and inappropriate with sexual scenes."Just Friends??" will be about 20 year old gay youths who will express their love for one another.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6pxLF0jBTV8

~Feeling~

How the kind of feeling began to enter my life, I seemed to lose direction.
However, in the confused, they begin to define their own direction.
However, Why do you feel so worried of the pain?
Is really painful, even the pain tears wont come out, but in their hearts bleeding.
Obviously just suddenly seemed to find the direction to leave me, and I lost.
Lost feeling very bad, really. Suddenly, I feel they are alone.
That alone is not a side that no one, no friends, but the hearts of those dark corners, the wind started blowing lonely.
Is cheating? Or has always been that way? I did not do sober. . .
Tonight's wind cold and penetrating the hearts of cold. I want to cry, but the reality does not allow.
To the pain, doubts hidden in the hearts of true pain. 


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sLaZpuF0Xy8

~Journal Of The Day~

March 27, This afternoon i went out lunch with friends. After that we went for movie, we watched "How To Train Your Dragon".

The story of “How to Train Your Dragon” movie revolves around a young Viking named “Hiccup” and a dragon named “Toothless”. In the first part of the movie, Hiccup aspires to hunt dragons since these dragons are considered as pests in their villages destroying their livestock.Apparently, as the story revolves, he was able to down one of the dragons named “Toothless” and intead of killing it, he befriended it until he considered it as a pet and learned there may be more to the creatures than he assumed..

But while Hiccup yearns to learn how to kill dragons and make his dad proud, Stoick isn't convinced his son's ready for such a task. One day, however, Hiccup brings down the most revered and rarest of dragons, the Night Fury. But when Hiccup meets the creature, he forms an unlikely friendship and realizes that the dragons are not to be feared but rather befriended.

Will he be able to persuade his father in time as well as get through Dragon academy without compromising his new found morals?

How To Train Your Dragon is the latest 3D film to hit - and it's a joy from beginning to end - and a relief to report that the 3D is used as a tool of the film rather than a gimmick. Sure, it's the traditional story of the son trying to grow and go his own way, but thanks to some pretty impressive dragon flying scenes, a sparse (and underused) vein of humour and a gorgeous soundtrack, it'll keep the kids - and parents - amused for 90 minutes.

After the movie, we went for shopping and i bought new perfume named "Ferragamo".  I love the smell of this perfume not so strong but nice smell.This perfume cost me 263 in Malaysian Ringgit. 

Time pass so fast, its time for dinner. We went to one of the Seafood Restaurant but then they got bad service until my friend's get  piss off because of the stupid waitress.My friend's complaint about the waitress because she so so so.. RUDE.! Plus we need to pay something that we don't receive. What a bad SERVICE! After finish everything we all went back and then get rest but after i get home,shower and play FACEBOOK! Until now i haven't sleep. Soon or later will go to sleep. That all happen for today.

Tonight I Wanna Cry

"Tonight I Wanna Cry"

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

• Thanks to Keith Urban for making this lovely songs. This song really meaningful to my life. I just like the words "And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control".  I just cant believe that someone betrayed my love just because of one OLD man. What make you really falling for him? I think that i'm much better than him, but what can i do.. LOVE is BLIND and you make yourself blind as well. How could you do this to me? How could you?!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6PVKwUJdHuw

~Lets Bygones Be Bygones~

Another day has gone by without you by my side,without your text, without your call. Everything without you. I don't know how long I can go further without you by my side. Do anyone have the answer for this question? If you know the answer for this question, please do let me know because I don't want to be suffer anymore. I'm sick of this feeling! Nevertheless, I still have to go on with my own life no matter like or dislike the answer. Even though its a short time of period for you and me but then I appreciated all the moment.

"Living in the past is kind of like living in a coffin...it's totally constraining, and ends up being a lid on your growth" - Doug Firebaugh

 Catching your thoughts in action. 

When you think of one thing that is long gone, it will lead you to another thought. It appears on your mental screen. In your normal and habitual way, you attend to them and entertain old dialogs and arguments. Soon they will evoke your emotions and you are back to the old days.


If you want to deal with them, you need to catch yourself each time when the first thought appears. Look at your mental screen of images as though it is happening to someone else so that you do not feel attached to the memory. Mentally move the image further from you and reduce the noise that you are hearing.

If you think this is silly, reflect back. Can you recall hearing a song or seeing a movie that you have watched playing again in your head? How did you shut them off? The same applies with your memories. You can do the same.



 Learning from them. 

Your memories of those years gone by are useful only if you learn from them and invest those experiences to better yourself. What's advisable to do in the present moment is to make better decisions and do something new or different.


Your present actions, behavior, attitudes and the people you are associating with now are going to become your past. You would definitely want to create as many good recollections as you can, don't you?



 Release and forgive. 

One of the ways to release the baggage and make peace with your past is to let go. Let bygones be bygones.


Put yourself in a relaxed state of mind by meditating. In this quiet moment, look within and get in touch with your emotions. Communicate within and ask yourself how feel about the thing that is bothering you. Tell the little you inside to let go. Affirm to yourself that you will choose to forgive.

HuRts..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Noyysce4Bj8

February,27  was the date we start of our relationship and we end up so fast. Until now i still don't know what really happen to you. How come end up our relationship so fast?  As i know that I take my promises very seriously. I will do everything in my power to keep them. Where is all the promises that you gave to me before ? Is it all empty promises? Promises mean the world to me.  When someone makes a promise, I expect them to keep it.I really don't understand it. Do you really have THAT much trouble keeping a promise? If your answer is YES how come at the beginning of it  you didn't tell me. Why only now ? Is it because you just want to play around?Wanna make me suffer? Make others being stupid because of you ?  If you say so, please do think it back because it the future i believe that you will face the same problem as what I faced now. Do keep this in your mind, not all people can be nice and act like me. Other people might do something bad to you, you just  lucky that I'm not one of them. You might be happy seeing me crying like hell but don't be too happy about it. For sure one day I will stand up again for my happiness. As what I know that others also deserve to smile not only YOU!


I don't want to force you to do anything for me at the moment. I just want to let you know that there is a principle in love which is "Love is freely to give and take, not let anyone suffer"  So if you think that you are happy with what you doing now , I will let you free because people said that if you really love some one, you need to let him/her go fly freely  like a bird. I knew that its hard for to let you go but then if this really make you happy, I have to do it even though it hard for me. Anyway thanks for the happiness that u gave me before I appreciated so much. I don't want to talk bad thing about you anymore and I never regrets to know you Chain Wee Tat . This name will always in heart. No matter what happens I don't want to lose you as my friend's. The "MARK" that you made in my heart will not disappear. But the question whether we will together again, I will leave it to GOD , because i believe that only GOD have the answer for that.